line rewound poem (9/27/2022)

i'm tracing a line

when tracing, rewind

into scenes that have played in the past

they have laced 'round my spine,

tumbled into my mind

and dismantled my ship's solid mast

if i throw myself under the current, the waves will envelop as downward I slide

if i stay underneath and I breathe in the gravel i'll spit out each tear that i've cried

i'm washing a bowl

and the bowl is my skull

and it's hollow but smooth like a stone

my insides may roll

until truths become null

and i'm left to myself, all alone

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